internal conflict

I find that. I am constantly in conflict with myself.

Wanting to be held to high standards of belonging, inclusion, and equity as well as healthy coping mechanisms. Fighting for social justice. Fighting and working and educating.

vs.

Wanting to allow myself to be a human and show myself tender self-care and radical self-care. Being. Mental wellness.

Sometimes the two don’t always align and I’m trying to have them live in peace.

Yeesh.